That is what I have been feeling lately...so much has happened but nothing really of meaning....so much to do but not enough time/motivation to do it....so much time has gone by with not a lot done. I'm just really burnt out on life, I need a real vacation but don't have time for one. One thing that has come out of this is the issue of school. I'm going to be like all of the people I disapprove of and take a break of school when I only have a semester left. In reality I believe its the best thing to do for the moment...I know, I know I only have 1 semester left buck up and finish...but I can't. I'm so over school, I'm not motivated to do anything and its not worth it to take to courses and fail them...wast of time, money and energy. Plus I don't have money to pay for it. and it was going to end up that me and my brother were going to graduate on the same day...I know thats not a really good excuse but really it is, that way my family only has one thing to worry about and not having to figure out who will go where and miss the other one. Please pray for me as I'm going through this transition and for me not feeling like such a loser.